Is it insanity that I talk to myself?

Oh, I think people could find much to laugh at or entertain them or whatever it is they might want to do while spying on nobodies like us. I worked briefly at a big health insurance company and people would look up celebrities in the database. Why? Boredom and curiosity, I guess. Oh, look, that judge from American Idol had weight loss surgery. They didn't take the privacy rules very seriously. I remember them looking up Spielberg and being surprised there was nothing there.

Most of the stuff you do during the day would be boring, but I think there are times that most people get up to something that other people might find at least a little bit entertaining, for one reason or another.

Many people say oh, they wouldn't see much anyway so I don't care. Really? Family arguments? Embarrassing moments? Showering? Sexual activities? Talking about your sexual activities? Maybe someone makes a funny sound when they are excited.

People who say what you do, I've heard that take often, probably don't believe it is actually happening or I guess haven't thought it through.

There are other reasons they might do something like that. Maybe someone posted something they don't like, a bad opinion. That person deserves it for being on the wrong side of history. Boredom and some kind of tiny grudge could lead people to target someone, I think. A lot of things could.

This goes further than that, though. It seems like they are manipulating people around me, maybe turning them against me, having them play mind games and gaslight. I have no idea why. They don't like me for some reason? I'm pretty isolated, socially. For all I know it's part of a government program, maybe some psychological experiment that's extremely unethical. They've done things like that in the past.