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fk big pharma

posted 5 years ago by eucalyptusandus (673)
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i got forced on meds cuz no one can handle me, disagreements... either that or i'm actually psycho.. but all good i think C-PTSD went too hard too young... and now i can't eat because of the weight they make you gain and also it wont exit the system of a month and you wouldn't believe it it makes my system non-alkaline and throw up on an empty stomach ever morning so i am just drinking lemons juiced in hot water to make my system alkaline so that doesn't happen quite so much. this is hell IS EARTH HELL GOD. what the fuck is forced medication about? what you going to make me throw up every morning for months straight. and no its not just like pregnancy my life feels destroyed right now but i am grateful for lemons and honey, friends and thank god its 4.19

[–] [deleted] 5 years ago

take care

[–] eucalyptusandus (673) 5 years ago

trying hownos, i have to dedicate my life to other medicines

[–] Mrmojo4700 (21576) 5 years ago

Damn. Is there any chance the side effect will wane when your body gets used to it?

[–] eucalyptusandus (673) 5 years ago

no i'm a sensitive to most medications for some reason, i've tried cocktails forcefully i swear like nearly every drug i've tried only a couple are any good in my opinion

[–] Keelai (35246) 5 years ago

Ask your doc if medicine can be adjusted or substituted. Best of luck.

[–] twinA (4921) 5 years ago

It's awful when you have a medical mystery or long-term issue that never seems to go away or doesn't get better; doctors will not know how to treat without experimenting and others will have a hard time relating to you - very frustrating!

Western medicine is time-tested, extensively researched, and has accumulated academia that goes beyond collective wisdom. However, all too often, effort is focused on reacting to a problem and not preventing one in the first place.

Sorry, I don't have much else to say but I do know where you're coming from, I really do. In spite of how much pain you may be in, always remember to focus on what you can do next to the best of your ability so that you can remain spiritually strong and not be discouraged from your ailments and suffering.

Deepest sympathies

~~/o/

[–] eucalyptusandus (673) 5 years ago

So true and in the beginning trauma is quite a mystery it goes denial, misundersatanding and the finally processing and letting go.

I like that you said Western Medicine is about time testing. It is so true I know the exact drugs to take for me after taking them all but they think I won’t take them cuz I’m such a hippy haha I tell them it’s against my spiritual belief they don’t listen they tell me I’m crazy I don’t listen I think they just want to give me drugs but I’d rather chose which ones I take now that I know them all!

[–] [deleted] 5 years ago

Sweetie, you’re throwing up every morning? That can’t be good for you. I hope herbal remedies at least helps with the nausea. I doubt you’re that hard to handle, get off that shit that’s making you sick and making your life miserable like that!

[–] eucalyptusandus (673) 5 years ago

fully! i'm going to be a nomad soon because apparently i should get a pension so it will be fine. i hope. the beach will save me.

[–] [deleted] 5 years ago

Well from one nomad to another, I recommend it fully. I’ve lived the majority of my life on the road and I couldn’t be more satisfied with the full life I’ve experienced and still am. Yes. Go be with nature. It will save your soul. Also, guess what. I’m the biggest pain in the ass in the world! So hard to handle. I don’t take meds for it (well recreationally I do) but just own it! You seem cool in my book. People that just “go along with things” are sooooo boring!!!!

[–] BillHicksFan (10647) 5 years ago

fk big pharma

[–] SoapboxQuantez08 (646) 5 years ago

Who are you?

[–] eucalyptusandus (673) 5 years ago

Grace, thats my name.

[–] SoapboxQuantez08 (646) 5 years ago

I know who you are IRL, I was just trying to cheer you... ☝