The confusing religiosity of this movie (Part 2)
Balian prays one night, doubting his faith, and then a day later gives up and starts leaning towards agnosticism. This rapid change seems forced and out of place, giving no real worth to the movie, but again, his wife and unborn child died, whilst the clergy of the Western (Catholic) church said various horrid things at the wrong time.
Balian states "I am outside God's grace", but the Angel Hospitalier says "I have not heard that", alluding that there is a God, and when Balian says he has lost his religion, he gets the following response:
Hospitaller : I put no stock in religion. By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of God. Holiness is in right action and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What God desires is here [points to head]
Hospitaller : and here [points to heart]
Hospitaller : and what you decide to do every day, you will be a good man - or not.
This is more or less a weird quote. For such a character to say he puts no "stock" in religion, but the latter half is perfect. In fact, in Orthodox theology, you will find saints who say a true Christian should not speak at all, but act like one and by his/her example and there will be no words needed. The scene with the burning bush, where Balian tries to brush off religion and "Moses" as simply misunderstood natural happenings, is met with the Angel Hospitalier character appearing out of nowhere, with no horse, in the middle of the desert, behind Balian who arrived there with a horse due to his understandable crisis of faith.
Hospitaller : One may stare into the light, until one becomes the light. I've done it many times.
Balian of Ibelin : [throws a rock at a bush that catches fire by the spark] There's your religion. One spark, a creosote bush. There's your Moses. I did not hear it speak.
Hospitaller : That does not mean that there is no God. Do you love her?
Balian of Ibelin : Yes.
Hospitaller : The heart will mend. Your duty is to the people of the city. I go to pray.
Balian of Ibelin : For what?
Hospitaller : For the strength to endure what is to come.
Balian of Ibelin : And what is to come?
Hospitaller : The reckoning is to come for what was done one hundred years before. The Muslims will never forget. Nor should they. [the Hospitaler slowly walks away as a second bush several yards from the burning one catches fire. The Hospitaler is nowhere to be seen in the clear and open desert]
First of all, the Hospitalier has no way of knowing of Balian's love interests, unless...
Secondly the Hospitalier makes it sound like Jerusalem was always a Muslim city, until "those Crusaders" came and took what was never theirs.
This is partially true, in the fact that the city was never "Catholic" and the Crusaders did in fact kill a lot of innocent Muslims. The catch here is in the fact that the Muslims killed a lot, A LOT, of innocent Christians, after all the Quran commands them to do it, and JERUSALEM WAS NEVER NEITHER CATHOLIC NOR MUSLIM, it was an Orthodox Christian city where many Orthodox Christians were massacred by the Muslims.
Despite this, the Angel Hospitalier walks off into the desert, Balian turns and sees a completely separate bush catching fire on its own, turning again he sees that in the vast open and empty desert the Hospitalier knight is nowhere to be seen.
If this is not an allude to "God exists" then I do not know what is.
After dueling in the desert with a few Crusaders who want him dead by the orders of Guy of Lusignan, he falls unconscious after killing the attackers. We see the Angel Hospitalier appear again out of nowhere, giving Balian a gentle touch to his forehead, pretty much reviving him, and disappearing again.
Despite these obvious "God exists" signs given to Balian, he continues with his critiques on religion in the final act of the film, almost as if he just came off of his reading session of Kant and Russel. The Catholic bishop helps little in the fact he is repeating the same "God wills it" while trying to save himself from the Saracen horde outside of Jerusalem.
Balian says how no one and everyone has claim to the Holy Sites and Jerusalem itself, saying basically that Jerusalem belongs to all people, the Jews, the Christians, and the Muslims, and how not one of those groups has the right to claim it their own. Balian later tells the bishop "you have taught me a lot about religion". As if the Angel Hospitalier did not do anything????
In burning the dead bodies which are deceased by plague, Balian says to the bishop. "If he is God, he will undestand, if he does not understand, then he is not God, and we need not worry". Oh how simple, if God does not agree with what I'm doing, he is not God, and there is no God. This attitude is short-sighted and confusing. I'm not saying anything on what should have been done to the bodies themselves.
Continuing in the comments, we're almost done.