Actually, it's not only completely believable, it's actually more likely than that she'd develop some noble moral opposition to killing. Think about the generations of people who went to institutions where hazing the newbies took place. In virtually all of them, those plebes, when they advanced to having seniority in the institution, enthusiastically hazed newcomers themselves. One would naturally think that their suffering would make them reluctant to inflict such suffering on others, but that would be wrong. Their attitude was "I had to deal with it, so do you," or "now I have the power to dish it out." Think of emancipated slaves centuries ago, who themselves became slave owners. Think of Turkish Janissaries of the Ottoman Empire, forcibly taken from their Christian parents and enslaved (it's forbidden in Islam to enslave fellow Muslims), then forcibly converted to Islam (it's fine to convert them after they've been enslaved) and trained to be soldiers, and who then proceeded to be fiercely loyal to the Ottoman Empire, and would go out and attack other Christian enemies and take their children away from them to suffer the same fate.
Human psychology is a strange thing, and very often quite counterintuitive. One would think suffering a trauma would make one reluctant to inflict trauma on others, but very often the exact opposite is the case. Being traumatized makes one feel powerless and vulnerable, and a common psychological mechanism of regaining a sense of power, is to go out and inflict similar trauma on others. It allows you to tell yourself you're not weak after all. In primitive societies, where life is very precarious, you'd think people would value it more, because it's so easily lost; the opposite is nearly always the case, primitive societies can be shockingly violent, and hold life cheap.
No, I am afraid it is quite plausible that O-Ren Ishii would grow up to be a pitiless, remorseless killer herself.
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