I also have an addictive personality, but I have a process addiction, so I don't stick with one addiction. At first I drank alcohol for a couple years, then got bored with it, and moved on to weed for 2 years, got bored with that, then moved on to cocaine, did that for about a year, and lost interest in that, now I do adderall, but time is running out, I can feel that I'm approaching the end of the road with it too. I don't want to stop, I wish I could keep doing these drugs, but they get boring for me, and so I stop. The same thing is with movies, music, taking courses, coding, etc. I do them for a while and then move on to the next thing because I get bored. The one drug that I didn't get addicted to was MDMA, because I purposefully tried to avoid doing it too often. I would only do it for short periods of time, then take a break, and come back to it and do some more. I love MDMA and I don't want it to lose its magic so if I were to do it again, I would only save it for special occasions like New Years Eve and birthdays.
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DMT (4442)
2 years ago
MDMA is badass. I did a pure rock crystal of that stuff when in Adelaide Australia and was a big fan
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InquiringMind (2272)
2 years ago
Like I wrote in another post to Bloodshot:
Yep. I love MDMA.
In fact I love it so much that the MDMA molecule has been my profile pic on my YouTube channel for the last 15+ years.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCyBZD1OE-Q_RWC30huULt8A
I used to study chemistry in college. I had a love for Phenethylamines.
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DMT (4442)
2 years ago
yeah I love stimulants too. I only use them in a blue moon these days tho since I like them too much and easily get lost in the sauce. Used to have an adderall script from age 16-18 but got off it since it ruined my life in the end. would rather have an addy then coke to this day I loved the way those pills made me feel (in the honeymoon stages of drug use)
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InquiringMind (2272)
2 years ago
Yeah, I definitely prefer addys to coke. It's not that coke is bad, in fact, the euphoria might be slightly better, but the problem is how short it lasts. I smoked rock a couple times (crack cocaine), and it was nice, but literally lasts like 10 min, that's bullshit. That's almost like doing WhipIts (Nitrous oxide). The high is way too short. With cocaine you could at least get like 40-45 min. Back in the day, I would get two eight balls and party all night. I would do 7 grams in 8 hours. Good times.
But that is nothing compared to addys. On addys I once binged for 7 days straight. No sleep, no food, just trance music and coding, it was awesome, no negative side effects. I finished like 20 projects during those 7 days, I solved problems that I had trouble solving for months. Then you just take a Klonopin when you want to end the binge. Take a 1mg of Klonopin and you literally lose consciousness within 20 min. Then you wake up 16 hours later feeling like a million bucks. There is this great after glow for me, not as good as MDMA, but similar. Which makes sense since MDMA is a similar molecule to Methamphetamine, and Addys are amphetamines.
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DMT (4442)
2 years ago
luckily i never tried the rock, I like smoking and coke so the mix of the two would be bad for me. I lived in Colombia for a month and did a whole mess of cocaines while out there. these past couple year I have been pretty good only doing small amounts once or twice a year when people offer it too me
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InquiringMind (2272)
2 years ago
I'm not opposed to doing coke, like you, if someone offered it to me at a party, I would partake. But I'm no longer interested in doing all night binges. I prefer addys for that anyway. Also, I have a script for addys, and they don't cost me anything, and it's legal. Don't have to worry about trying to get a hold of a dealer, the shady meet ups, and then the drive home transporting a large quantity of narcotics.
Speaking of, I once was pulled over with 30 cocaine rocks in my pocket. I already got a speeding ticked on the way to the dealer, so the cop took away my license. Then I got pulled over on the way back. The cop said since I didn't have a license they would have to take me in and impound my car. I was already picturing my entire life going down the drain because with that much quantity, prison is mandatory. I was very respectful to the cop and apologized and was ready to get out of the car, and then in the last moment he said he was going to give me a break. He didn't feel like going through the whole process, so he let me go. To go from 150% panic to complete relief is quite an interesting experience. Needless to say I smoked a lot of rock that night and it was fucking awesome. Good Times.
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