Hey, let's join a morbid cult we know nothing about!
The initiation was odd and abusive, but she wanted to join anyway? Makes absolutely no sense. It gets odder as it goes along, she still has no idea who or what these people are about, but hangs in there. For what exactly.
The show is slow and just drags along. I made it through 4 episodes, and thought it was a worthless waste of time. I heard it got better, but after wasting time on the first half, it just didn't seem worth it to stick it out.