Call me crazy but I'm still pulling for the Doc
Yes, I know what she did to Axel (whom I hope will return, soon) was a d**k move but...I get it.
She's flawed, makes up excuses for her weakness, is unable to resist what terrifies her, and she is filled with shame and self-loathing. That's more than I can say for Sam or Vanessa, who are portrayed as likable characters but are each predisposed to killing; an act they both have come to enjoy in some measure. Yet, the Doc's weaknesses seems to loom largely over those little observations because, in a show like Van Helsing, she's unable to rise to the ocassion and challenge those fears; and I think that's quite fascinating. I'd love to know whether or not she's able to overcome her fears and survive, alone. I'd love to know how those challenges will shape her when or if she's faced with a transformed Axel, again. It would be interesting!
So yeah, I'm still pulling for the Doc because what I took away from her story is this, the shame of being a coward is a stain on her mind and soul and it will haunt her for as long as she lives. I think at this point, the writers are fully invested in showing that part of her character, before hopefully, growth takes place.
On another note, I have noticed a running theme about the two BW shown in Van Helsing, but I'd like to reserve my review for a later date. I'm going to check out other projects produced by Neil LaBute (writer and showrunner of 'Van Helsing'), to get a feel where this guy is going with it, as well as the motivation behind it.