Wendy the manipumatrix
Just finished my binge of season one and damn this is a fantastic show! Everyone was perfect but Wendy stood out especially. For someone who wanted to remain on neutral ground during the war, she has revealed her hand and is definitely not the person she wants to project she is.
Let me start at the beginning. In episode 1 we're introduced to a dedicated mental health professional who just wants to keep everyone focused and away from the edge. She's good at what she does and loves her job, but the impending war between her boss and husband pretty much spells out that she's not in the best of places right now. In fact later on in the season she stands her ground to Axe, "I don't want to be the shuttlecock between the two of you". That's what she says but it's in contradiction with what she wants.
See in episode one, the very first scene with her husband and the bondage puts her in a position of power. We later learn she enjoys, even excels at being in this position. There is more to it, it's not just power she loves but the feeling of being worshipped/desired. Anytime a situation presents the potential for more desire, she flocks to it like a fly to a bug zapper. Wendy loves working with Axe because he practically worships the ground she walks on and shows great desire for her to be in his life, to fix him when he needs it and to keep him focused. She loves being with Chuck for pretty much the exact same reason. Being between the two is just euphoria for her and I don't think she fully understands why that is but sub-consiosly and maybe even deliberately adds fuel to the fire.
Don't believe me? Well think back to anytime she's been offered an out. Think of the headhunter who had a job lined up to her specks and she turned it down in favour of remaining in the centre of the chaos. Hell think of the headhunter himself, she knew he was into her and we all know she's not afraid to mince words and put people in their place but she let him into her office. Let him get close and enjoyed that feeling of being desired until it no longer suited her wants.
Anytime Axe wants to pry or pull a fast one on her, she's not just looking to re-establish her independence but to rekindle that feeling of being desired. Take the pool scene, we all knew there would be a camera there. If we knew it, you can bet Wendy did too. So when she stepped in there she wasn't just offering trust, but another avenue of power over him. What is more powerful, trusting someone with your reputation or giving them the keys to ruin it, all the while anticipating what that shift in loyalty would mean? She warned Axe that if he cut her off, she was done. She knew it would make him fight harder to keep her and that my friends is what she's addicted to. The people who for various reasons want her in their lives.
To be desired is a dangerous want.
A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts.