It's an interesting experience. The rational part of my brain tells me there's a scientific reason behind it, but the other part of my brain simply doesn't know what to make of it. This happens to me regularly. My last episode happened 5 days ago, and I imagine it's going to happen again sometime in the future. My experiences range from moderate to terrifying.
The documentary took advantage of this phenomena and extracted as much horrifying images as it could. Those dark images in the documentary are terrifying! They wanted to scare you and to inform you. It felt like watching a really scary movie. When it's happening, though, it's simply you, a bed and a dark room. You take it as it comes. My worst experience involved rape. I was lying on my stomach, and hours into my sleep I gain consciousness, but I also gain paralysis. I felt something get on top of me, and I say something because I felt the weight of it on top of me. I then felt a phallic object in between my legs. It was terrible. The entire thing lasted maybe 25 seconds. I don't know what to make of it. I don't open my eyes when it happens so I rarely see any entities.
This doesn't happen to a lot of people. There's minority and it was interesting to hear these people's experiences. Some of their stories involved auditory and visual stimuli. I've never heard any sounds come out of these spirits, entities or whatever they are. Sleep paralysis has become a huge part of my life to the point that it's almost a norm. When it's happening, my thoughts are: Okay, it'll be over soon. It usually is, and even though it's gone I know it'll happen again. It always does.
"I wish I wasn't afraid all the time, but I am."
-V for Vendetta
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