This post reminds me of the scene in Hermanos, where Walt talks with a younger guy in the changing area, prepping for radiology. This guy has a bit of thel "crawl up in a ball mentality"...and Walt calls him out.
(Patient) - For me, that's been the biggest wake up call...letting go, giving up control. It's like they say...you make plans, and God laughs.
(Walt) - That is...such bullsh!t.
(Patient) - Excuse me?
(Walt) - Never give up control. Live life on your own terms.
(Patient) - Yeah, no, I get what your saying...but, uh, cancer's cancer, so...
(Walt) - To hell with your cancer. I've been living with cancer for the better part of a year. Right from th start - it's a death sentence, that's what they keep telling me. Well, guess what...every life comes with a death sentence. So every few months, I come in here for my regular scan, knowing full well that, one of these times, hell, maybe even today...I'm gonna hear some bad news. But until then, who's in charge? Me. That's how I live my life.
I guess the takeaway I get from this and the optimistic message you might be suggesting, is that we all have a limited amount of time...it's all relative...but it's how you spend that time and don't waste it. Think that's why you see people that have a near death experience, take on a new outlook on life. Like H12 said above, "I am awake"...unfortunately, it took him down a "bad" road, but that doesn't have to be the outcome for others, given the same type of "wake up call".
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