As far as I can remember, it was never satisfactorily explained. Was it due to shame from having been sucked off by Paul? That could be, but who hasn't been sucked off by a dude? Was it because he lent Paul some money that he's never going to get back? I can't see offing yourself over a few hundred bucks....Was it because his girlfriend went ballistic on him for the aforementioned events?
I just can't see how any of the situations presented in the film would logically lead Rick to commit such a desperate act.
I think it was Elizabeth's confirming what his father called him .. A Fool! If every straight guy who hooked up with another guy killed himself, NYC rentals wouldn't be so high.
Again, I don't think it was all about the sex BUT if it was ... In the scene where he confesses to his girl friend, there should have been more of an emotional break down. In other words, he should have been crying and seemingly unable to cope with his sexual venture. In the movie, he almost seemed proud of what he did. On a personal note: I find what he did appauling. I've met many a young couple in NYC who this has happened to. To be in a strange/scary place like NYC and your boyfriend is doing the delivery boy? That's enough for any young girl from the mid-west to think about ending it all. I'm all for experimenting and life-style choices but if I had done this to some girl who trusted me (sleep with the guy who just stole all our money) I'd find it very hard to forgive myself ... if I was from the mid-west I'd consider suicide. Then again if I was from the mid-west it was either NYC of suicide to begin with. I still think it was about his girl friend ... and father being so disappointed with him for being so naive.
"he should have been crying and seemingly unable to cope with his sexual venture. In the movie, he almost seemed proud of what he did. On a personal note: I find what he did appauling."
I think the clincher there is that he WASN'T digusted with himself. If I remember correctly, he called it "amazing," then told his girlfriend it was about experiencing everything/new things/something like that.
Okay, so I read through this thread yesterday, then went home and watched the movie again and you know what...it's not that far fetched that Rick would kill himself. Throughout the film, he appears to be a naive, eager and somewhat dimwitted person, very gullible, someone who requires the approval of the ones that he surrounds himself with. When he is telling his girlfriend about he and paul going out to dinner and having sex and begging her to look at him, you can see it in his face, the despair that he feels, seeing that his girlfriend is not happy with what he has done. And the fact that he keeps asking "i can use this right? i can use this experience right? that's why we came here right?" just because he wasn't sobbing and throwing stuff around the apartment doesn't mean that he wasn't upset.
Just to clarify, it was never mentioned in the film that he was "sucked off by a dude," but that they had sex.
However, I think it was a combination of everything...the loss of his girlfriend, who he had huge dreams with, the realization that he may be bisexual or homosexual, the insults his girlfriend threw at him...it was a combination that led to an impulsive decision that led to death.
The play reveals that Paul took and spent Elizabeth and Rick's life savings (they were poor working actors). Rick was so ashamed at using up their hard earned money on a night on the town with Paul that he killed himself. While Rick and Paul did have sex, the book makes it clear that it was the money that drove Rick to suicide.
The dialogue is clear and very explicit. Paul anally penetrated Rick (one can't use the f-word here, but it is used in the film) and Rick told his girlfriend it was amazing. I believe Rick's delayed and unwitnessed guilt lead him to take the fatal header.
Thank you, thank you--you're most kind. In fact you're every kind.
The film does not tie up every plot line into an easily digested package and in that sense it is much truer to life than most Hollywood product. Elizabeth probably never figures out why Rick committed suicide either..... In the grand scheme, he's a throw away character anyway.
The film is so contrived that it could not possibly explain itself. The doorman's behavior is, like so much of the film, unbelievable. No doorman on the UES of NY would bring a stranger to someone's door nor allow someone entrance to the building without being cleared or spit at one of the tenants. And how Smith got so much information etc...after being pick up on a rainy night in Boston...prposterous.
"And how Smith got so much information etc...after being pick up on a rainy night in Boston...prposterous."
I have to disagree just a little. Trent Conway, being in the closet, was so desperate for someone to understand him, love him, and accept him that he would do anything to get that (as he said in his monologue) and Paul provided that. go back and watch that scene again.
the other stuff with the doorman I do agree with but you have to have suspension of disbelief, you know. Paul's life is based on David Hampton, a black guy who really did infiltrate the upper crust by passing himself off as Poitier's son (he later died of AIDS)...but it's not a memoir by any means.
Rick committed suicide because he's from Utah, which prolly makes him Mormon, and the Mormon religion is not kind to gays. gays are excommunicated from the church and their families usually follow suit. when I did my semester of student teaching, I had a student who had that happen to him. he became a drug addict and nearly killed himself.
this play/film is really well made. the entire cast is just amazing.
Rick probably committed suicide because he realized how badly he messed up. His girlfriend basically said he was a fool and would never amount to anything. That would make me through myself out of a window.
yea I deff agree with you selfproclaimed...but I think the bigger issue was that he DID in fact say "it was about experiencing new things" and didn't realize he was taking it too far, and that he had been COMPLETELY lost in the moment and strung along...and Im all for the experiencing things too, but it doesn't matter which sex the person is that you cheat with, you STILL cheated...and I think he is wrapped up in the thought that it is justified because it was gay sex, and not "just" sex...it was a new experience...it seems that even when he was explaining his actions to his girl he was TOTALLY remorseful and was trying to cover it up with pretending to be proud...either that or he was proud and you can note the slow demise in his stamina as his monologue streches on!
Realizing you're a homosexual is something to celebrate!
The realization or the acceptance of it by yourself and your family and friends? I imagine just realizing you're a homosexual can be a very life-changing moment that can illicit any number of responses, including suicide. Acceptance from your family of the fact you enjoy sodomy with men can help raise your self-esteem.
The reason Rick committed suicide was the clash of a number of things happening at the same time. He realized he betrayed his girlfriend, he gave away all their money, he just had sex with a guy, thought about how his dad would feel about what he did, etc. In a hasty, stressed out moment, he throws himself out of the window.
-------------------------------------- America put the "fun" back into "Fundamentalism".
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PAUL: Amigo, when will you learn? Money is the one commodity you can always get.
(Paul howls)
Hyah!
RICK: I'm gonna have to explain to Elizabeth about the money. She gets so nervous.
Hey, Paul, come on. Stop that.
PAUL: I was wondering if I could f___ you.
RICK: I don't do things like that.
PAUL: That's what makes it so nice.
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I think Paul basically raped Rick (he says "I was wondering if I could f____ you" - he didn't say "s___" you). So Rick therefore felt extremely humiliated the next day. Plus hung over, lost his money, girlfriend angry at him, yes it was a combination of all that.
Paul didn't rape Rick, my goodness. Rick initially was taken aback by Paul's advances, but it's made very clear that, not only did Rick ultimately consent but that he enjoyed it. There's a reason men enjoy anal sex. It's called a prostate.
Thanks! I did not know that. Frankly, I was wondering just how enjoyable gay sex could be for the bottom - thought it had to be more painful than enjoyable... Indeed, one lives and learns.
This is the problem with a film like this, that the author is writing for people with a certain awareness of things. A certain awareness is required from the viewer.
I think it's fairly well-known that suicides are seldom the result of one event. People who commit suicide are troubled, long-term, and often have been having suicidal thoughts long, long before they finally killed themselves.
People who commit suicide are also often prone to keep everything bottled up inside. They hide their anguish. Family and friends often comment that the person, "Seemed so happy," not troubled at all.
My sense is -- and I watched the film last night -- Rick was just another in a long line of maladjusted and troubled young persons, attracted to and then chewed up and spit out by the Big Apple.
Of course if you don't know any of this, if you've never read about, watched or pondered the subject, then yes I guess it might make little sense when Rick killed himself. As a viewer -- to enjoy a film lke this -- you need to bring something to the film. Maybe Google "suicide" before you decide what you think. Before you decide what's believable and what isn't.
As one writer/director once said, "The audience needs to do some work too!"
Outside the US, with it's bizarre Puritanism, anal sex is actually THE most popular form of sex for STRAIGHT men. Why? Because it hits the male G spot, which is incredibly pleasurable. American straight men who have discovered this are always shocked but thrilled to do so.