Torturously gorgeous

I have worshipped TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez some 15 years and her insane beauty and sexyness has tortured me all that time. It is the kind of torture I don't want to end. The extreme visual pleasure her stunning apperance provides is stronger than the mental torture and insanity.

I have this fixation in my poor head: I am in her torture chamber, naked wearing only straitjacket, chastity device and ankle shackles. I am hanging up side down my ankle shackles attached to a winch. My blue balls are about to explode after months of torturous chastity. TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez inserts two safety pins into my blue balls and then attaches electric wires to the safety pins. She then turns up the voltage of an electric torture device. My body squirms strongly and I scream as loud as I can. The pain is extreme and I feel horror but also happiness for suffering for her. I could stop the torture anytime saying the safe word, but I gladly suffer for her. She enjoys my suffering and feels worshipped.

I have this crazy, perverse and sick fixation in my head, because she is so gorgeous. My sanity hasn't survived the effect her sexyness has on me. It's like there has to be something to balance out her extreme beauty and that is extreme suffering of those men who worship the ground she walks on.

The torture session I have in my head causes so intense pain probably nobody could ever withstand it. How much torture could I withstand for her? I am a weak male, a total loser. I have inflicted pain on myself as long as I have worshipped her so I know I can withstand at least moderate pain for her. It is a scientific fact that men can withstand more pain when motivated with female beauty. Since I find TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez ridiculously attractive, I think I could withstand quite a lot of agony for her. On the other had they say torture breaks everyone. So, I really don't know.

Another thing is if she even wants to torture anyone. She is probably repulsed by the idea. I wish I had the change to explain to her how much I worship her and how it's ok to enjoy my suffering. Maybe taking baby steps would work? First some mild whipping and then gradually harder and harder forms of punishments until it's hard torture.

You probably think I am completely mad. I don't blame you. Her sexyness has driven me insane in some ways (thanks to my intelligence I managed to restrict the madness so that I am mostly sane, on non-sexual things at least). The point here is that TRUE Goddess Roselyn Sanchez is one of the sexiest and most beautiful women ever.