Why would Roselyn torture anyone?

I am sure Roselyn Sanchez's extreme beauty and sexyness has tortured (in a heavenly way) many many men for years, but I am not talking about that.

I worship Roselyn Sanchez so much I am willing to suffer for her. I am a complete loser and a weak male, so I don't know exactly how much agony I am able to withstand for her. I have inflicted pain on myself for years in order to worship her, so I know I can suffer at least mild torture.

Now, why would Roselyn Sanchez torture me or anyone else? She doesn't seem a sadist. I think she finds the thought of torturing someone repulsive and disgusting. I wish I could explain to her how much I worship her and what her existence means to me. I wish I could explain to her how worshipping her makes me accept pain and suffering. I wish I could make her agree that torturing someone who is willing to suffer for you isn't evil. It doesn't make you a bad person.

Roselyn Sanchez could find the joys of sadism step by step. First something very mild, then gradually harder and harder until I scream of agony as loud as I can. She would learn to enjoy my suffering.

Does this sound insane? No wonder, because Roselyn Sanchez's beauty and sexyness drove me insane years ago. Thanks to my intelligence I was able to limit the insanity on sexuality. Otherwise I am completely sane. Roselyn is so beautiful and sexy I had no chance to "survive" her. How any straight man could is beyond me!

I don't mind if you think I am insane. However, I ask you to understand me rather than judge me. Aren't YOU willing to suffer for somebody you worship or/and love? Think about that and you may undestand me.

Thanks for reading!